You owe me an apology
I made this zine to process my feelings around a really negative set of experiences I had with someone.
Feel free to copy, distribute, share, remix, etc. as you’d like.
The Ko-Fi link is pay what you want, so you can download a printable pdf or png for free.
I ruminate with my feelings if I don’t talk about them, journal, or externally process in some way. This zine is the culmination of talking, journaling, and doomscrolling through those big feelings.
Releasing this zine into the world is a sort of exorcism to facilitate moving forward from the harm.
I’m not open to the questions about what happened or with whom.
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Be excellent to everyone.
-Ceph
Made in Photoshop and Procreate.
All background images are from the public domain as linked below.
Cover:
Mori Yūzan - 1903 - Hamonshu
https://pdimagearchive.org/images/124bc9e3-b4a6-4cab-bf61-14aca0d35152/
Page 1:
“She is under an evil enchantment and I am delivering her!” - Jay Van Everen - 1922
https://pdimagearchive.org/images/f46cb444-093c-4d2e-9e35-d03f387572d9/
From
Mighty Mikko: A Book of Finnish Fairy Tales and Folk Tales
Page 2:
Villa Mondragone with plans of the pleasure garden. - Georg Andreas Böckler - 1664 - Architectura Curiosa Nova
https://pdimagearchive.org/images/e5465c78-b678-4c5b-8f15-04e558000a19/
Page 3:
Young Shoots of Horse–Chestnut - Karl Blossfeldt - 1928 - Urformen der Kunst
https://pdimagearchive.org/images/625d36b1-a57c-4acc-a8b4-ba1e168542a5/
Page 4:
Crystallized Carbonite of Lime, lenticular-equiaxed (Calx carbonata) - James Sowerby - 1802–17 - British Mineralogy
https://pdimagearchive.org/images/87dd8451-b4b0-4d75-92ec-8b00f6139734/
Page 5:
The Path to the Moon - W. T. Horton - 1898 - A Book of Images
https://pdimagearchive.org/images/e3f4a917-6de6-40f2-816d-ab0e3c35e9bb/
Page 6:
Illustrative plate from Nehemiah Grew’s The Anatomy of Plants (1682). - Nehemiah Grew - 1682 - The Anatomy of Plants
https://pdimagearchive.org/images/2ff14ca8-9fb0-431c-9970-bc917a0265ae/
Back and general background:
Plate 5 - Francis Bertody Sumner - 1911 - Journal of Experimental Zoology
https://pdimagearchive.org/images/2380f44b-5f47-4f24-a2fe-63a84c045801/















